heard their song television satellite and went looking for that album.
instead found this weird gem that does not sound like 2007 AT ALL. its not even on their wikipedia.
i strangely am enjoying every song so far!
did j mascis ever listen to the cd of my music i gave him on the effing weezer cruise?
lol i was so starstruck he probly got annoyed with me. i have a vision of him leaving the cd somewhere on the ledo deck before he went off with the hot mature lady he was talking to when i interrupted...
it seems like no matter how badass of a computer i sit at, i can click way faster than the thing responds, at least when i'm making it process a few things that is.
computers used to be so much slower, but my frustration level is the same constant amount it was in 1989. therefore i think that they will never be good enough for me until they outperform my own body.
thanks again! looks like yogurt had some free time cus i got 2 posts to look at this week! good job yogurt!!
please check out vocahou to see where this comes from and where the hard work is done!
i've been super frustrated with all things "truth" lately
back in like 2004 i saw some light 911 weirdness videos online. i was like wtf? and kind of scared but thrilled.
then i saw loose change and i was luck WTFFF??! scared, thrilled, and angry.
then i saw alex jones' MARTIAL LAW. it was so powerful to me. i believed everything. my life was changed.
thats when things stopped being fun.
i started listening to Alex's radio show, and watching more conspiracy videos on every possible subject.
i was in full TRUTHER mode.
thats when i started having problems.
•when i tried to tell the people that i loved and convert them to my thinking, they would say hmm interesting but really take no interest. or they would believe the evidence but never embrace it because they were afraid of what people would think of them.
•when i tried to tell the people that i respected, they would quickly shoot me down with solid counter-arguments. i had already spent so long gathering my initial arguments, that it took me too long to find a rebuttal for them. big time fail.
•when i tried to tell the public IRL via activism, i was laughed at.
•i met a girl who was completely into conspiracy stuff, she was hot, but she turned out to be kind of not fun to hang out with unless you were talking about truth stuff and then she would spout off stuff in a cross-eyed fashion. in fact most of the people who did listen to me were generally horrible.
•i watched ron paul get completely jokified in BRUNO.
it was a weird turning point, because up until then i always had this internal struggle, namely: why am i supporting someone whose written ideas i like most of but the real life version of them is laughable far from who i am. then i thought about how much of what i wanted ron paul to be was actually just projected by my own subconscious.
•then alex jones' OWN false flag ops started to get to me. and not just his but various conspiracy people that i followed. there would always be a new scare. enough to keep you paranoid and living in fear for sure. i found myself printing out manuals and burning discs and stashing them and looking out the window at night expecting mushroom clouds.
i got pretty discouraged. and when i started getting pretty heavy into making music, my fervor completely faded.
it takes a lot of time and effort being a truther. you gotta get up every day and read the articles. and you gotta know all of world history. then you gotta know all of ACTUAL history. and you gotta have obscure articles ready to reference because everything on wikipedia is innocuous.
staying on top of this is impossible for a guy like me who didn't pay attention in history class, and can't even memorize his own song lyrics.
the understood thing here is that the government is a tool of the elite who seek dominate and use the common person. i still believe this. i don't trust the federal government for a second on any issue. i don't believe that they care for me at all. why should they? how does fighting for middle class help them ever? it's the least lucrative endeavor.
i watched the movement grow from the sidelines. i was happy that they didn't need me to still do their thing.
but it felt like things weren't turning around.
how could they?
when you have a war on against you, no matter how mad and pumped you are, you can't ever hope to win the war if you have no actual battles to fight.
our anger makes us formidable and that's why the USA could fight the british or whatever. that's why mass rebellions can be powerful against egotistical rulers.
we fought and won against outright tyranny, so thats not how our current oppressors operate.
they have mastered the incremental approach. they don't even need to do anything, really, except feed money into a machine that seeks to dominate itself: the human race. subsidize weakness and stupidity, and they become the norm.
why should they round up people into camps, when we already want to live in high-rise complexes where we have no control over the thermostat?
it's hard to cite good examples, because everything you isolate and present seems small. that is by design. we have no argument for ourselves, because nothing has been done to us. all the astute person can do is look at how we live and compare it to how we used to live and say WTF.
and then look again at modern life and realize that the only way out is to get completely off the grid. don't play the game if they control the rules.
my peace of mind has been a lot higher since i basically stopped caring about what happens to me. i admit defeat right now.
i know i made some noise a while back about our ways of participating in the political system being obsolete. i feel it now more than ever.
every time i see someone say "write your congressperson" or "call your local officials office and let them know…" …i fucking want to puke. it takes me 2 years to even write my GRANDMOM. i can't stand the fact that those are our means. signing petitions and gathering on the corner with signs, looking like complete assholes. i want to laugh and cry. i see how people can be empowered using the internet, and i see just how much of that power is missing when it comes to our own lives.
don't think for a second that congress even has to exist anymore. why would it?? the only argument is that people are too stupid to decide anything for themselves. that sounds good on the surface, but i don't think it holds any water in the long run.
one of the most annoying things that has happened to me in the past 10 years has been the structure of the beach boys song 'girl dont tell me'
i love the song but get so bored so quick, because the awesome chorus doesn't come fast enough. the song should be a simple affair of bingbangboomdone.
but it drags like biiiiiiiii...iiiii...ng?bangboom..done?
i vowed to cover it and put a chorus after the 1st verse. it would make this particular song flow correctly imo. i dont like the ratio of verse to chorus in their arrangement. the verse is boring when repeated. seriously.
but looks like a modern indie band covered it. they made it sound really cool, and beached it up even sunnier, but alas, they kept the same structure. so i hate it.
lindsey weirds me out. he seems like a manly tough guy. and he's not afraid to yell like a mofo in songs. but sometimes his yells sound really wacky and nonthreatening like a childrens show.
Monday, July 9, 2012
i'v ripped off this song 2 big times in my songwriting career. hoping for a 3rd someday.
I knew Daniel in 92 to 97
Made him a mushroom n Swiss burger every other night
Talked music
The day he went back in the big house I freaked out n said he gave up
a deal with Electra records because Metallica was going to kill him. He
got more freaked out said he was profit alijah and hit our other
friend in the face and with all his might bit down on a live electrical
cord with his fat Lil jaw,
A tooth was on the fucking floor and here's Daniel Johnston with Laredo on Popos trying to get a
some of my attempts here dont sound right at all.
i am sorry about this
back to your city, boy
back to your phony little summer lovin town
cus here in this modern age
cold hearts will break you down and bury you alive
and the blood will fall like tears tonight and the city will crash
?????
back to your poetry
cus out here the truth will bring you shaking to your knees
and all that you've ever loved
replaced by the cold hard indifference of the street
and the blood will flow red and free tonight and the city will cry
?????
i love dose. since like year 2000 when this guy was rocking a doesone tape in the mica woodshop. good shit. and that guy sole and anticon were good too.
dont know why i put off listening to this new album, its pretty cool
man i used to listen to this particular track ALL THE TIME lol
holy fucking christ i thought that guy was gonna die at the end and i was totally freaking out!! omg that actually scared shit out of me!
it used to be a recurring dream that i had where i very suddenly found myself airborne and picking up momentum. there is always this point when i realize that i've picked up enough speed that my body is going to fold like putty when i finally the ground. if the guy didn't do those precise things at the end, there would have been a major blood bath. freaking intense.
i was just thinking simply about how amazeballs deadball is. every single chord progression he does is tasty to me. its like a certain prog but catchy style. actually some kind of mitsuda-esque ideas. in fact didn't deadball do a chrono cover cd? gotta dig that out.
deadballs new stuff is still growing on me but it still has the magic
i was also looking through his twitpics and just really enjoying looking at the small glimpse of his life. he seems like a very happy nerd. i was imagining the kind of intense monster he might turn into when he goes into recroding mode. those metal riffs gotta come from somewhere...
this is a really important thing, but it looks like the magazine was completely unphased by the petition.
i was very impressed by the editor in chief's smugness and unwillingness to talk about their doctoring.
it's
a sign that we are hitting on something. for the 1st time i see hope
that this horrible trend might end. but it's going to take more public
outcry against it. what these magazines do is basically a crime against
humanity. i feel very strongly about it
i
want to end the practice of retouching photos. there should never be
any modification to the way someone's body, including the head/face,
looks in a published photo. lighting can be fixed, colors balanced, and a
big bloody zit could be removed, but nothing beyond that is honest at
all. it is weakening our society to project the idea that people can
reach barbie doll perfection. this extreme doctoring is creating
disgusting abominations out of decent-looking people. let's boycott it, abolish it, and celebrate the look of real humans.
As
some men know, sex is a satisfying experience. After a good romp, the
man's instinct is to sleep. Women, however, who are capable of multiple
orgasms, become more awake, allowing them to sneak out to copulate with
a second and third male, each one successively falling asleep, as they
are removed from the picture.
Biologically, this increases the female's chances of pregnancy, and thus carrying on the species.
But
just as human embryos for a few hours begin to develop fish scales,
before the cells change direction to take another course, additional
layers have been added to the female wakefulness instinct, such as the
instinct to re-arrange furniture during and even after sex.
thanks to yogurt at vocahou for this latest pack
i've been trying to just post ones that i think are interesting, but i've been ending up just posting everything new
"i can't dance" means i am too scared to move around where people might look at me. it's a total delusion that a lot of guys suffer from. i know all about it. i wouldn't even try until i was almost 30. it takes work to get over, but the rewards are greater than you think. it's not a show you put on for other people. it's an act of physical expression. like draining a gland. you go into your own world and experience a release like no other.
Friday, April 27, 2012
poor yogurt still hasn't gotten this week's rankings translated. i will pray for her!
In the Mormon religion they have this thing where you can pray to God with an honest heart and ask him to fill you with the spirit to know for certain that God is there.
Wild Turkey does the opposite and you didn't even know you were asking the question. You just drink and... an answer.
the singer doesn't really look like geena davis, but she kind of does in this.
and i have a total weakness for the little movements and facial expressions she does.
Made him a mushroom n Swiss burger every other night
Talked music
The day he went back in the big house I freaked out n said he gave up a deal with Electra records because Metallica was going to kill him. He got more freaked out said he was profit alijah and hit our other friend in the face and with all his might bit down on a live electrical cord with his fat Lil jaw,
A tooth was on the fucking floor and here's Daniel Johnston with Laredo on Popos trying to get a